More than windmills you have tilted for me

You wouldn't know what a good big brother is until you met mine. I knew

he would find me in this mess. It will be OK .

Only one take off from this runway. I am a little scared but I feel safe now because I know you are watching over me. I don't have that anywhere else. You're cooler than any of these cats because you got a soul that reaches farther out than you ever knew.You know I am fighting for my life? I got fucking terrified. Really. Thank you.

1977 BoyPuppy Experiments religion lsd lost boys

I knew why the 80's got weird.

They liked religion, lsd and lost boys. So I fit the bill. On all counts. I was a pretty cool cat.

UCSC PsyBio Major. One was an instructor. The other was an employer.

We begin the Sin.
Shin (also spelled Šin (šīn) or Sheen)
Shin also stands for the word Shaddai, a name for God

The Cat Who Walks Through Walls
Schrödinger's famous thought experiment poses the question: when does a quantum system stop existing as a mixture of states and become one or the other? (More technically, when does the actual quantum state stop being a linear combination of states, each of which resembles different classical states, and instead begins to have a unique classical description?) If the cat survives, it remembers only being alive. But explanations of the EPR experiments that are consistent with standard microscopic quantum mechanics require that macroscopic objects, such as cats and notebooks, do not always have unique classical descriptions. The purpose of the thought experiment is to illustrate this apparent paradox: our intuition says that no observer can be in a mixture of states, yet the cat, it seems from the thought experiment, can be such a mixture. Is the cat required to be an observer, or does its existence in a single well-defined classical state require another external observer?

The Number of the Beast

1 Kings 10:14

Now the weight of gold which came in to Solomon in one year was 666 talents of gold.

Now the weight of gold that came to Solomon in one year was six hundred threescore and six talents of gold,

A.M. 2989-3029 B.C. 1015-975
was six hundred Equal to 4,683,675l 12s 8d. sterling; which was what he got annually in bullion 1Ki 9:28

2 Chronicles 9:13 Now the weight of gold which came to Solomon in one year was 666 talents of gold

The beast is Solomon. I think that made him think. Or go crazy.

the funny thing about Christians. they don't know the bible.

Heinlein did but not like me.

To Sail Beyond the Sunset lost on the ark not in space.

You would like his new stuff. After the resurection.

Transfusional. I did not know it was a timeless capability.

Sorry Big Daddy. Time to wake you up. Is that why I got caught in your Cloud?

Oh yeah. I am a little strange. But who can blame me. And Timothy did you ever die?

You guys let me know

Sorry Dog. I had to go into the hospital again

I need to talk to you about something. I am having serious problems.

Dog and I got caught up in PsyOp games in Miami and West Coast. Mostly cocaine and lysergia. So he knows how easy it is when you are young.

I told him about Daniel Ellsberg's wife's lover. Mary Seaver. Pseudonym, but she made it up.

"Que pasa Maria."
Hope you are doing well

Argentinian princess. Argentina is weird but we won't go into that. She was running coke for guns into Argentina. Dog knows the game. Miami was not much different in the day.

Dog,

I need to tell you about why Leary went into stand up in 1980 and Heinlein started writing things like Number of the Beast.

That's Charlie Ash aka BoyPuppy. I was a psyop game but you know how it is when you are young.

I know I'm not a client but you are my friend. I figured out why I am living the plot of Jacob's Ladder. Complex and buried eh? So I am going to communicate just as a friend. Confidentially.

I want to send you some emails and tell you about it. I mean brother, this is the third time in 10 days I have had to go into emergency. So I have to figue it out.

Suzanne. You are not the only Suzie I knew from San Fran. Suzie. Dated Carlos Santana. Hi SilkRoc. I love you Baby. Russian, Potrero Hill. That's where Mary Seaver lived.I know my way around.


I am having flashbacks. Acid Dreams. My memory got wiped and something triggered it very recently. At least I am not dying! But man it has been hard. I want to do it in private and would you tell me how to run with it or tell me to forget.

You will know.

Anyway Suzanne, you are smarter than David because he is only a marketeer. You are much better. But you are probably a more real person than him. He doesn't care about bad publicity. Bob Burtis moved his name up in Google rankings and that was his scam until he met you.

Now young Charlie Ash you have nothing to worry about, I figured some real deep shit out. Not quite. It has nothing to do with you but everything because I wanted to teach you to write. Will let you know.

Still want you to write.

David et al, I have 300 emails I am going to blow. You talk to much and guess what? Why the fuck would you ever write me back. Eathquakes David. I got you in my pocket. I know you are not a real doctor but I don't care. Your no cult hero. You are an idiot and it is as far as you will go because you won't be able to tag bad publicity off my blog. We will do it in private. Calling you out. Are your lawyers even real?

I doing Cloud Control. You got in MY cloud and when I was dying I started to do Cloud Control. Clean out the cyberspace in case I die.

You asked me about legacy. Allan? Try this. Don't leave your bullshit in on servers around the world.

You can be resurrected.

Bob Burtis World Wide Scam Network

Go to his new blog. Buy his movie. He has done a lot of work for free. He deserves a buck. He is a very cool guy also.

Justin Case



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David Schmidt is a fraud.

Lifewave patches are a fraud.

Anyone who buys and/or sells Lifewave patches is promoting a scam.

Nevertheless, thousands of MLM monkeys wasted three years of their life worshipping at the altar of "Dr." David Schmidt (he signed the original patent application as "Dr." David Schmidt - he attempted to defraud the Patent Office right from the start!). These people refused to consider or discuss proper due diligence and chose instead to "believe in" David Schmidt and all of the dim-witted athletes who will wear and endorse Scotch tape and a cotton ball dipped in honey, if there is a bribe attached.

People need to wake up and get with the program. Due diligence is not something you should leave to the patent office. If you don't like what the WWSN has to say, then do your own research; ask questions and get answers.

But don't let snake-oil salesmen and con artists such as David Schmidt steal your money, your life, and your reputation using nothing more than scientific-sounding technobabble and breathless testimonials.

Going live in I week, Princess

Here's the deal sweetheart,

I am a Divinity Student.

I am a Health Care Advocate for the State of California.

Stop playing into this psycho religious bullshit.

I am into how to live longer and how to live forever.

You're into bullshit and real boobs.

Whole lot of the former and not much of the latter in the world you are in right now, Princess

I swear to keep you out of the fire. Check out my research. I won't let these people extort the global public.

Don't let them make an idiot out of you.

Do you care about people? Or just money?

Justin Case